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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Were you coming out to protect us?"

That's actually sort of nice, also self-serving, but nice.

"I had a nightmare."
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"This building has good security. But thank you."

She's not looking for comfort, she's been dealing with her nightmares for years.

"You're welcome to say out here if you want. I always step away from the bed for a bit after a nightmare."
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"One of the superhero fights in the city. The sheer amount of death and pain that came through my hospital that day."

Just how mangled some of the people had been, she still sees them sometimes. She's not going to sugar coat it for him, he asked. She's just telling him, simple and matter of fact.
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"I think so. This sounds horrible, but it starts to blur together. Anytime there's some big fight in the city, I'm one of the people cleaning it up."

And that tends to be overlooked, all the other people around while Tony Stark smashes through some windows or whatever.
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Sometimes it is." She shrugs. "Because I am able to. I invested my time in learning to save people, and maybe I'll save a future scientist or president. Or someone who has really wonderful kids."

She stretches her arms above her head.

"Not everything needs to directly benefit me."
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why do you not care?"

It's an even question. Sure there are benefits to not caring, more than there are to the opposite.
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, it can. But what's the point in life, in fighting if there isn't someone worth fighting for?"

She's way more sentimental, even if she doesn't have a specific person in mind who she would fight for.
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Self-preservation is a very basic need, and yes, I can understand that."

She feels like she's gained a little ground there.

"You're not heartless, just selective." And still shirtless lit by moonlight.
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"I do. And I have been. Loving people, caring about people, it can be really painful."

She nods.

"You're very pale." That's her sleep addled brain thinking about his skin.
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"You probably should."

He needs rest to heal.

"I don't know. Hope that it will be worth it, that eventually I'll find someone who won't hurt me."
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why? People fall in love all the time and some actually stay in love." It doesn't seem fruitless at all.

"Yeah. I was coming home from the hospital, why?"
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[personal profile] drpalmer 2021-08-15 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"No one ever does."

She agrees with him though, she does need her sleep. And then he surprises her, coming over and touching her. She can feel it again, the way her mind shifts, but this time it's calming. The way she looks at him it's obvious she's thankful.

And then he's gone and she's quick to move back down the hallway as well.

"Good night." It's said softly as she passes the guest room.