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[It was helpful, and nothing more than he knew about the hero types. It hadn't been the core though, as Thanos was only part of the symptoms. It was Loki regretting and feeling guilty over his actions. Even though he'd tried to make amends, to fix things, it still often came out wrong.]

That still leaves us, stuck here unless our wishes really can be granted. Or rather mine, as you're content to stay dead so long as he is.

[Loki knew that might hurt. Would sting. He hadn't stopped the words anyways as this boundary was pushed at. How could she stay his friend? Truly.]

[The look Gamora gives is hard and withering. He is trying to get a rise out of her. If Peter had said this, it would have worked. She can see the game here and refuses to play it.] Not all of us can be so clear-headed when our abuser abducts us again and finally murders us to gain the power to murder half the galaxy. I cannot go back and change it.

[It's cool and brutally honest.]

[Outwardly, Loki met that look with his own hard mask, offering no quarter nor hint of it affecting him. Inwardly was another story, as he tried to remind himself that Gamora had proven herself to be a friend. He really didn't want to hurt her.]

In theory, you could--just as I could, if we get our wishes and aren't just stuck in this place as some kind of alternative to the afterlife.

[Shot back just as evenly, almost an instinctual response before Loki shook his head, and turned away.]

...lashing out at you gets me nowhere. I'm sorry.

[Ever mercurial, though as of late his moods had been far more stable. She was not his enemy, and if he were to fight and hurt, he wanted it to matter. To be at the rightful target.]

[Gamora exhales audibly. She can practically hear Nebula right now. She'd remind her that Gamora always wanted to win. Is she pleased with herself? No, anything but. She closes the distance between them, tentatively reaching out to touch his arm.]

I am sorry too. I know my actions will hurt my family deeply. I do regret allowing Thanos to bring me so low that ending my life became the ideal scenario. I could have wished for anything and instead allowed his poison to warp my mind one last time. You are my friend and I am yours. I am sorry that knowing how low being near him brings me has harmed you. If I ever get the chance to set it right, I will for my family, friends, and me. You have reminded me I deserve better than to be another corpse at his feet. I am grateful for that.

[That had not been what Loki was expecting. He looked at her hand, but when she was done speaking, he placed his own over hers.]

You deserve better, than to be a corpse or a living dead woman. You're far stronger than he is, and far better. Seems only right you should fight for that, in my eyes.

[Then more softly.]

Thank you. Before here, I've never actually had friends of my own.

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