[Gamora exhales audibly. She can practically hear Nebula right now. She'd remind her that Gamora always wanted to win. Is she pleased with herself? No, anything but. She closes the distance between them, tentatively reaching out to touch his arm.]
I am sorry too. I know my actions will hurt my family deeply. I do regret allowing Thanos to bring me so low that ending my life became the ideal scenario. I could have wished for anything and instead allowed his poison to warp my mind one last time. You are my friend and I am yours. I am sorry that knowing how low being near him brings me has harmed you. If I ever get the chance to set it right, I will for my family, friends, and me. You have reminded me I deserve better than to be another corpse at his feet. I am grateful for that.
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cw: mentions of suicidal ideation
Date: 2024-04-13 11:59 pm (UTC)I am sorry too. I know my actions will hurt my family deeply. I do regret allowing Thanos to bring me so low that ending my life became the ideal scenario. I could have wished for anything and instead allowed his poison to warp my mind one last time. You are my friend and I am yours. I am sorry that knowing how low being near him brings me has harmed you. If I ever get the chance to set it right, I will for my family, friends, and me. You have reminded me I deserve better than to be another corpse at his feet. I am grateful for that.